I hate when it gets close to that “time of the month” because I just get so emotional. I don’t even get mad I just get so sad and cry about everything.
I was watching Honey, I Shrunk the Kids and I started balling my eyes out when the scorpion killed the baby ant. Like wtf
I’ve been so closed off to boys and dating that I didn’t even realize I was doing it lmao. Oops.
I’ve just learned so much these past few months. The person I wanted to be with so desperately just wanted me around because it’s what he’s use to. Him being deployed really made me realize that the only time he missed me was when I wasn’t giving all my attention to him. It’s not like I was doing it on purpose either. I just got so caught up with school work and cheer. I’ve just been focusing on what’s truly important to me. And as much as I didn’t want to give up, I know he’s not right for me. He’s a good friend but I can’t see anything more at least for the remainder of college. I’ve finally learned how to be single and honestly it feels fucking great.